In the pursuit of insanity
Around this sane world
different is normal
Uncommon is familiar
We have lost
Forgotten ourselves
fallen from?
Mistaken or misplaced
In this jaunt
Without any destination
Happening of past
Or arising of future
Scepticisms?
Doubts?
Liberation from?
Are you normal?
©ERA SINGH
I don’t know what I have written but I hope you will like it, writing something after a long time.
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Hey you all, I hope you all are doing fine, here I wanna introduce you to u all, one more fellow blogger, DEESHU, a budding doctor and writer. Deeshu, I am so proud of you girl and all the best for your future endeavours.
I am sharing with you all the link of the poem written by her. she is new to our WordPress family, kindly go through her blog page Paper’n Dreams and shower your love there too.
Add Stars to your life.. Dreams…I saw as a child,is slowly taking its slide. Though I knew my heart and was ready to start,even so … I wasn’t brave enough to impart. But the courage thou gaveOh! stars of the endless sky,made me braveand gave me wings to fly. With the crown of pride ;scalpel […]
GAZING THE FUTURE
Hey, you all, hope you all are doing fine. It’s been a long time since I was not able to write or post anything and even was not able to read all the amazing blogs of my talented fellow bloggers. I am sorry for that but was preoccupied with many things, job, MD counselling etc. So, finally, I got one of my fav branches for my post-graduation which is MD RESPIRATORY MEDICINE. I hope I will be able to do some justice with this specialisation course. It’s been a very long wait and a very tiring one too all thanks to this pandemic.
In this long journey, my constant support pillar was and is till now is my parents, whom I know are there to catch me if I fall or depress, always know how to motivate me again, for which thanks are much much small word, whatever I am today is due to them only, they never stopped me from dreaming and doing what I want.
And obviously can’t thank enough all my mentors who guided me always, my friends who are there to motivate me and support me.
Last but not least all my friends and fellow bloggers here, and believe me your lovely comments many a time do make my depressing day to a joyful one, are so understanding that they know why I have not been here and always wished me luck. Thank you so much.
I don’t know where life will lead me but this is life, hoping everything will be fine. Exploring new things and learning every day to be a better doctor and justify my profession as well as my writing too. Hope to manage both.
Now I will try to be more active and start writing and posting blogs again, and I have so many blogs of my amazing fellow bloggers to catch up.
Thank you so much!!!!
She faded
She vanished
She disappeared
In her doubts
In her laments
In her excuses
In her silence
In her defences
In her uncertainties
In her apprehensions
In her unanswered questions
In truths painted with Lies
In the rights and wrongs
In do's and don'ts
And she runs away
In the calmness of her soul
In herself
In the unheard voices, stillness for?
Was she living?
© ERA SINGH
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Hidden wail
Imperceptible Scars
Muted Utterances
Silenced Self
“They are healing.
No, you can’t see them. No, you can’t cure them.
But those invisible yet visible wounds are healing.”
© Era Singh
THE HIDDEN SOUL
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I wish life to be like a movie
Movie with a perfect ending
Everything we aspired, Everything we desired
The reality of life wishes
Hopes of unhoped, Undied faith within
But alas! It's all in the fiction
Can't be done undone, Can't be controlled
The hidden fallout, The unseen effect
The unknown excursion, The invisible being
Unfulfilled dreams, Discontented trance
Untold stories, unsaid muses
Maybe that is how life movies unfold
With no perfect climax
Climax wished or unwished
Happiness blended with melancholy
Like a coffee, bitter-sweet.
©ERA SINGH
What I like about fiction is that its ending depends on the writer, how he wants to write its climax, happy, sad, or whatever. But our life, our those untold stories, our those endings we don’t know, is always hidden in the womb of the future. Sometimes we wish them, sometimes unexpected ones. Vary experiences, varied emotions, various expectations, but do intentions count? How do you count on them? Are these for our best, maybe or maybe not? How are your adventures? Do you like this bittersweet coffee of yours?
FROM THE WRITER-
Hey, I hope you all will be doing great. Sorry for being out of here for such a long time as my work and some life happenings do not allow me with the time to come here and read all the wonderful blogs out there or to write, have written this after a long time, don’t know how it turns out to be but from now on, I will try to be regular as much as possible. And a very big thank you for all of you, for always being there and forever understanding.
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She was in her cocoon
A little caterpillar
Waiting to be molded
In beautiful butterfly
Delicate yet robust
And when that day arrives
She files to zeniths
Glides in gardens
Nurturing a new world
From one place to another
Spreading happiness and joy
The fragrance of flowers blooms more
Her colorful wings glisten
Magnificent she seems
Just like a fairytale played
But reality hits
The world is brutal,
not delightful as it seems
Everybody wants to catch her
Admire her yet want to capture
Make her captive
She asks why?
Existence is difficult.
©Era Singh
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Often, while running after big dreams, when that small dreams are left behind, we don’t even realize until it’s too late but is it too late really? Think about the last time you felt happy from the heart? When have you last time overslept without a worry of what next and is not regretful about it? Ok, when was the last time, you stared at your room’s walls blankly without actually thinking what next but still thinking? When was the last time you don’t find yourself guilt-stricken when you enjoyed doing something except your work or wasting your time without actually wasting it? Do you still remember your little childhood fantasies or dreams? Do you still think back to the things that use to give you immerse happiness or have to completely transform yourself for this horse race we all are running?
We always try to find answers, answers for the questions asked, unasked. You know why? Have you got the answer? Have ever felt trapped in them? Tangled in your thoughts or bounded in the thinkings that are inserted in your mind by society, by the surrounding, by the people you are surrounded with and you find yourself more caged in finding reasons and excuses, maybe you want an escape, but to where? A place to hide, away from reality, away from judgments, a place where everything is like a dream you saw but? Why everything always has to be perfect? Is that what you have chosen yourself or you have been made to do so?
Perhaps you are imprisoned in your reflections, those introspections which you are afraid to face. Is that you? What is causing more damage, your low self-esteem, you doubting yourself, again and again, maybe circumstances made you do this but what about that hope, which you are crushing yourself bit by bit. Yup, that feeling of helplessness but can you control everything except keeping your little faith alive. May be difficult but isn’t it about you in the end? Yes, it is difficult to choose an option, an optimism without optimism, or maybe just pretending. You are deceiving yourself in the process.
Life is colorful but we are shades of grey, not completely white, not completely black yet we carry a lot of colors inside us. Sometimes or other, we all must have been a hypocrite, don’t you agree, we do change accordingly so why can’t we change for something positive, when change is constant, can’t we change our outlook? Don’t you think we all are living a purposeless yet purposeful life, not the ultimate purpose, maybe we are missing out on something or maybe just blinded ourselves for it? But still, for a big leap, small steps are important, to fly you need wings and an open limitless sky and when you are tired, you need a nest to rest which you have to find yourself. Think but not think, find your nest of small happiness to come back to when you are chasing a big one for that big leap that is contouring inside you, to bounce back again to heights without forgetting about the ground.
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इतनी हिम्मत तुम लाती कहाँ से हो
इतना तुम क्यों सहती हो
बार बार गिर कर
फिर कैसे खड़ी हो जाती हो
क्या तुम्हारा मन नहीं सहमता
क्या तुम्हें डर नहीं लगता
फिर से गिर जाने का
फिर से ठोकर खाने का
आखिर तुम ऐसी क्यों हो
कभी एकदम शांत
कभी एकदम तूफान
पल में रो देती हो
पल में हसं देती हो
बड़ी बड़ी चुनौती में भी हार नहीं मानती
और एक छोटी-सी बात पर चीड़ जाती हो
हमेशा कहाँ खोई रहती हो
क्या सोचती हो, क्या कोई खुहाब है
किसी से कुछ बोलती भी नहीं हो
कितना कुछ सबसे छुपा कर रखती हो
ऐसा क्यों है, कहती क्यों नहीं हो
क्या झूठी सहानुभूति से डरती हो
या और सवालो से
सबको माफ कैसे कर देती हो
और फिर उनकी मदद भी
तुम कभी मुझे समझ मे क्यों नहीं आती
हर चीज़ को देखने का अलग नजरिया
हमेशा निराशा में भी कोई आशा की किरण
कैसे खोज लेती हो
जितना तुम्हें जानो
तुम पहेली की तरह और उलझ जाती हो
और हमेशा चहरे पर वो मुश्कान कैसे रहती है
क्या सच में खुश हो
या सिर्फ ये एक छल है
इतना जान कर भी तुम्हें
हम नहीं जानते
और शायद जान भी ना पाए ।
© ईरा सिंह
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It's not about beginnings
It's not about endings
It's about a journey
That whispers heroic
It's not about success
It's not about failures
It's about a journey
That elicits reality
It's not about you
It's not about them
It's about a journey
That feigns skepticisms
It's not about inceptions
It's not about conclusions
It's about a journey
That challenge all judgments
Past every anticipation
Over every self-doubt
Above every expectation
Ahead of every disappointment
Through every achievement
There is the journey
To cherish, to look back
Unique experiences, unusual learning
Varied odds, distinct flavors
Different visions, numerous fictions
Your decisions, Your perceptions
Illustrates your journey
Just phases of life.
© ERA SINGH
Someone once asked me, what fascinates me more, endings or beginnings, I said, the journey through it intrigues me more always. I believe in the journey to the ending, journey to the new beginning as there is nothing like ending something or the beginning of something, Both hold different yet same feelings and interpretations for everyone, don’t you think so? Endings and beginnings are just like different phases throughout our life. Once you reach that dream in life, kinda ending for it, but beginning to achieve your next goal, keeping in mind the experiences and learning of the previous journey to which you look back.
Sometimes we don’t get the beginnings we want, but the endings are just perfect and sometimes we don’t get the endings we want with our perfect beginnings, but what that perfect is, what meaning it holds for you, I am leaving you with this question, another journey to find the answers.
Hey, it’s me Era, remember me? how are you all? I hope you all are doing good and safe. Sorry for being so inconsistent and out of here for the past few months but my studies and exam preparation sometimes does not allow me much time left and the exam too due to the current surge in covid cases got postponed again, firstly from Jan to April and now from April to even I dont know, the date is yet to be declared, hopefully, it will happen next month or two. Sorry for my rants about exams 😅😅 I will be back soon as I truly miss being here.
I am thankful to you all, for being always there, can’t find enough words to express my gratitude. And how obliged I feel.
And yes, I do want to share one more thing with you all, that we completed one year here together, on 13 April, yup, I know I am late, but this can’t stop me to say thanks to all of you people who always support and inspire. So yes, my small niche, The Hidden soul, has completed its one year journey, I hope it will continue in future too. I never thought about it when I first started it, we truly have come a long way together, thanks to a lot again.
Take care and stay safe!!!
THE HIDDEN SOUL 